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Chugga Lug!

Thanks for the wellwishes.  They’re appreciated more than you know.  I’ve been in hybernation mode since it happened.  Spending lots of time with the puppies and Kahuna and stitching almost every waking moment. 

 I got the following from Melissa’s blog and thought it rather appropriate.  It does sort of describe, a little bit, who I am:

The Recipe For Terri

3 parts Energy
2 parts Panache
1 part Vitality
Splash of Fearlessness
Chug!

I also saw a wonderful post from her about the word for the year. Funny, that. I’ve been thinking of my 2008 goals and there’s a word that has been popping up everytime I try to pen them…..perseverance.

What is perseverance?

Perseverance is commitment, hard work, patience, endurance – it’s being able to bear difficulties calmly and without complaint – it’s trying again and again.

All great masters are chiefly distinguished by the power of adding a second, a third, and perhaps a fourth step in a continuous line. Many a man had taken the first step. With every additional step you enhance immensely the value of you first. Ralph Waldo Emerson

The rewards for those who persevere far exceed the pain that must precede the victory. Ted W. Engstrom

 May 2008 be everything you hope it to be.

Friday night is date night

and this past Friday night I had a date with 2 fire trucks, 1 ladder truck, 1 ambulance, 2 military police officers, 1 housing manager, 1 facility maintenance worker, 2 plumbers, various other people of authority, a few neighbors, Kahuna and the puppies.

Last weekend Kahuna bought our flat screen TV. On Tuesday he started checking out of his current unit and when he got to Base Housing they told us we had to move out of housing. On Wednesday he went to the management office of the company who had taken over part of military housing. He spoke to a man there that told him we would not have to move, there were a lot of people living in their housing that worked on a couple of different bases, and besides those of us living in the area where we lived never caused any trouble.

Kahuna has been under the weather all last week so he’s been spending some time in bed when not at work. Friday he was feeling better, and had ½ the day off for Christmas, so he got out the instructions for the wall hanging jobber for the TV and figured out what needed to be done. He needed another pair of hands so waited on me to get off work. He had been feeling better earlier and was going to swim with me so I went home instead of straight to the gym. When I got there he was in bed, so I decided we’d tank the swim for now and work on the TV and I’d go swim later.

He had already removed everything out of the way, so all we needed to do was find the studs and get hanging. When we were looking for the studs he was having trouble with his stud-finder. It was register the stud coming from one direction, but when he’d go to confirm it from the other direction it would “hit” about 3 inches off. He got ticked off with his cheaper finder, tossed it across the room with a few choice words, and went and got the big guns. By this time the puppies had gotten bored with what we were doing and had trotted off down the hall to get under the covers. The new stud finder seemed to work better. Once it registered, finding the first direction mentioned above, he confirmed it, got a slight hit, then a stronger one 3″ over on the original direction, and marked that spot.

I had stepped into the kitchen to turn the fire down on the stove because I had forgotten I was heating up some leftover stew and could hear him start to drill. When I came back around the corner into the living room he was grumbling about the drill not working properly and thought he was drilling “backwards.” He checked the direction and went at it again, but was having trouble drilling into the stud. By this time I was standing shoulder to shoulder with him ready to hand him something (I cannot remember what I was holding).

He was pushing for all he was worth against the drill to get it to go in. I remember thinking at the time that he must have found a nail head, when the drill suddenly went in. As soon as he pulled it out we both heard the angry hiss of gas, looked at each other and ran in opposite directions. Him out the front door, me out the back slider, into a locked back yard. Of course the puppies are still snuggled up under the covers, the stove is still burning and the gas heater is going.

I went back into the house, where the smell of gas was already so strong, and yelled for the dogs as I ran into the kitchen and hit the knob on the stove to turn it off. Bandit came running followed quickly by Harley. I got them to follow me back out the slider but I couldn’t breath well enough to find the closure to the doggie door and I knew that if I didn’t catch them they’d head back inside because it was cold outside. I managed to catch Bandit’s collar but as soon as Harley saw that she thought we were playing chase and immediately started to run from me every time I got near her.

All this time all I could think about was me squatting in front of a 6′ plate glass window and glass slider and the house filling with gas which could explode at any second because the heater was still going, and I knew it was bad because I could start to smell the gas coming out of the doggie door. I got down on my knees and asked God to please let me catch my girl before the house blew up and cut us to shreds. She walked over to me and put her feet on my chest, I scooped her up and pulled Bandit by his collar as far away from the house as I could get (which isn’t very far).

All the dogs in the neighborhood were barking. Not a single neighbor came out to see why, which is so weird since they always do. I had no idea where Kahuna was or what was going on and I couldn’t get out of the backyard because we keep the gate padlocked to keep people from letting the dogs out. I was dressed in very thin clothing (normally would be my pj’s) and was starting to get cold, but more than anything I was scared. The girl that lives behind me finally came out to smoke, I told her what was going on, she put her cigarette out and told me she could see Kahuna from where she was standing. He was with our next door neighbor trying to turn the gas off but when maintenance had painted our house a few years back they had painted over the knobs and he couldn’t get them to turn with what tools the neighbor had. Of course we had a wrench heavy-duty enough to do this in our garage.

I found out later that Kahuna had gone back into the house to grab his cellphone to call 911 and turn off the heater and had left the front door open on his way back out. I managed to get the girl to get Kahuna to come and get the puppies and our next door neighbor kenneled his dogs and let ours run in his backyard. I don’t remember how I did it but I managed to get back into the house a 2nd time to find the closure for the doggie door. I remember saying over and over “Oh, God, please., Oh, God, please.” Poor Harley could see me in our yard and stood in the corner of their yard crying for me to come and get her. I think talking to her kept me calm, because I really was starting to freak out that I couldn’t get out of the yard.

Kahuna finally came back to talk to me and brought me his surf “cape” he changes under to help me keep warm. The fire trucks had arrived a bit before that but I had no idea what was going on. I could tell they were in the house because I could see the lights they wear flashing across the closed blinds. One of them finally came to the gate with bolt cutters so I could get out.

My front yard looked like something out of a movie. The street was blocked off at both ends, curious neighbors across the street were told to go back inside by the MP’s. The neighbor who shares our duplex was out front and his wife had taken their daughter away to a movie when she found out what was happening. The other neighbor’s wife and 2 kids were out shopping and were phoned to not come home right now. There were fire hoses going everywhere. My neighbor told me when the firemen had arrived the gas was bad enough they thought there would be an explosion so had pulled out the hoses and hooked them to the hydrant. I think what kept that from happening was Kahuna leaving the front door open after his trip back inside.

They set up these huge turbine-type fans in every room, opened all the windows and blew the gas out of the house. I had the bathroom door closed in my bedroom and once I got back into the house I went in there and could not believe how much gas was in that room. They had not opened the door.

Remember the man at the management office that had told Kahuna on Wednesday that we could stay….he’s the one who was on duty and came to see what was going on in our normally quiet housing area and he laughed when he saw whose house it was because he remembered Kahuna. He also arranged for 2 plumbers to come and tear a hole in the wall and replace the pipe we had drilled into so we, and the other side of the duplex, would not be without heat and hot water. I will be forever thankful for those 2 men.

I’m also thankful I believe in prayer.

I’ve tried to write about this for 2 days and even now on Monday, I’ve had to wipe away the tears re-living this. We tried to go about our normal lives on Saturday and Sunday. I couldn’t even talk about it to friends we met for dinner and a movie. I’ve played so many “what-ifs” over and over in my head. The main one was what-if pulling that drill out had caused a spark with the two of us stupidly standing side by side right in front of that gas line that I feel I should have known was there.

Later that evening when we were cleaning up the mess left from the firemen’s boots and the plumbers’ saws, etc., I found the stud-finder Kahuna had tossed across the room. We both kind of chuckled as I told him to apologize to it and put it in a safe place. It tried to do its job, we just didn’t listen.

Last night we watched our new TV. It works just fine not hanging on the wall.

I never did swim and we’re moving in April, after Kahuna’s half ironman.

Merry Christmas!

Promise fulfilled

Back when I started this blog and opened it up to the triathlete crowd, and posted that I wanted to become a triathete, I promised a certain someone that I would post a finish line photo of me at my first race.  Well, promise fulfilled in the column over there ———–>>>>

Thank you so much for your support and motivation.

Thursday, the new Friday!

This may very well be the new day of the week that I look forward to.  No training today.
All training currently being done indoors.

 

Swim

Bike

Run

Tuesday

Off

2 miles

Off

The meeting with the PT was a bust.  It was all talk 🙁  Next Tuesday will be all work though, and I’m looking forward to seeing what she has me doing.  I have some specific goals that are tri training specific.  I want my shoulders stronger for the swim, since there’s no kicking, and I want my knees and hip flexors to withstand the cycling and running required.  Everything else will be icing.  Whatever I did to my abs seems to be clearing up.  I haven’t tried to twist and stretch to that side yet, but I have noticed that it’s not bothering me at all when I do other things.
The 2-mile bike was a snap.  I didn’t even break a sweat.

 

Swim

Bike

Run

Wednesday

  • Warm up
  • Freestyle 100 meters
  • Cool Down 50 meters

Off

Walk for 20 minutes

I felt really weak walking last night.  I don’t know why but because of that I was dreading the swim.  Whatever it was did not affect my swim, because I cut 4 minutes off Monday’s time.  Rather disappointing to only be in the pool such a short time.  I’m still not able to complete 100 meters, but I’m getting closer and closer.

I’ve decided to kick back into gear the job hunting.  I’ve been driving everyday for a month now and I just cannot stand the frelling traffic.  I’m probably going to have to go back to full-time, but I refuse to work anywhere again that requires me to leave my house before 7:30 to be to work before 9.   Last Friday it took me an hour an a half to get home, in the rain, leaving the office at 3:00.  I may have understood if I had been leaving at 5.  Tuesday it took me an hour and a half to get to work.   Now that we have the fitness center to train in, I’m not so worried about time for that, since it’s open 24 hours a day.

Going to look at a house this weekend that has a lap pool in the backyard.  They’re asking more than we’re willing to pay, but it’s in a neighborhood we like and newer than what we’ve been looking at.  The realtor wants us to look at it so she can find a happy medium.  I really like that she’s working hard for us knowing that it’ll probably be as late as next fall before we actually buy; however, we have told her that if the right house comes along we’ll buy sooner.

More rain expected from tonight through the weekend.  Sounds like snuggle and chili weather to me!

Harley continues to want in my lap with Bandit.  I’m going to have to get the camera out so Kahuna can show the puppy pile with me at the bottom.

Let the tri-training begin – ouch!

 

Swim

Bike

Run

Monday

  • Warm up
  • Freestyle 100 yards
  • Cool Down 50 yards

Off

Walk for 20 minutes

50WU with pull buoy, 100 freestyle, 50CD (included backstroke); 20min fatburning program on treadmill, 4min CD

I need to figure out if the treadmill will pick up the signal from my HRM. Holding onto the sensors on the treadmill is killing my hands because I tend to get a deathgrip and then don’t let go until I feel the sweat.

I did mostly inclines on a moderate speed last night, which killed my butt so when I got in the pool my legs were dead so most of my swimming was done without kicking, which of course really worked out my shoulders and upper back.

This morning I felt like an old lady getting out of bed. I would have had Kahuna push me out to save me the effort, but I would have just fallen on my head. I need one of those trapeze things hanging overhead to pull my sorry self up.

Tonight is my first strength training with a personal trainer. I hope she’s gentle with me, because I also have to ride my bike for 2 miles.

Only 21 weeks and 4 days left to train!

December goals

It’s been forever since I set down any goals in my blog. I’ll have to check what my goals were for stitching on my old blog before this month is out to see how dismally I failed at them. 😉

But, it’s December and I’m making monthly goals.

Fitness goal 1: I’m in a swim challenge right now. My goal is to swim 3,550 meters.

This is a small amount compared to some of my team members, but it’s what is scheduled for my training this month.

Fitness goal 2stick with my training.

This is my first day, of my first month of triathlon training and it’s a bit daunting to look forward and see all that’s expected of me.

Stitching: Continue working on French Alphabet Sampler as often as possible.

It’s rather hard to stitch these days because of puppies! Bandit is so used to sitting next to me while I stitch, and Harley wants to be included. Twice last night I ended up setting my stitching aside because Harley would jump up in my lap and slooooowly slide off until she was sitting on Bandit’s head. He would get grumbly, so I’d put my stitching away so there would be more room in the chair. Then if I had to get up, like to check the laundry, I’d come back to find my fibers birdnested and an innocent looking Harley giving me a “what???” look. Stinker. Bandit used to do the same thing and I guess I need to be retrained to put my stuff very far away when I’m not using it. I’m trying not to discourage Harley from wanting to sit with us. She’s a bit of a growly girl and can be possessive, so the fact that she’s jumping into my lap while Bandit’s sitting there and not getting growly is a positive step for her. Patience.

We had a super busy weekend and it was nice. Kahuna hasn’t been able to surf because we had a major rainstorm on Friday. Saturday morning we hit the fitness center and then went to see a house. Gang members had broken in and tagged the inside. I feel really badly for the owners, but it’s obvious it’s been empty for awhile. The great thing about looking at it was that it allowed us to adjust what we’re willing to spend and the square footage we’re looking at. Afterwards we went to grab some lunch to go and headed home to watch the LSU game and Ironman. Sunday I left the house around 8:30. I made a quick stop back to drop off groceries, eat some sushi and Kahuna and I headed back out and didn’t get back home until 4. Productive day, though.

And now it’s Monday and I’m back in the office doing things I don’t want to do. My feet and hands are cold and even though I keep bumping up the heater it’s not helping. It’s causing me to drink more hot tea than I should in an attempt to keep warm. I wonder how well heated up Propel tastes?

It's beginning to look like

the stitching bug has bitten! I bought stash today.

The only newsletter I did NOT unsub from was The Attic in Mesa, Arizona. There’s been several things in the newsletter that I considered, but until today, nothing that made me want to whip out that credit card and phone. I ordered both the November and December (A Christmas Sampler) samplers of the month. I’ve never used the fibers and am looking forward to the feel of a new silk. I guess I better get some more organizing done in my office!

On the fitness front I took Wednesday off, and last night just hit the treadmill. I also signed up for a personal trainer and will begin working with her next Tuesday for 6 weeks to see how that works out. She’s going to help me with my strength training and gear it toward triathlon training. Kahuna suggested to me this morning to see if there’s anyway I can hook up a HRM to the treadmill to do my running based on 50-75%. I know they have those handle things you can hold on to, but that’s kind of awkward to do that and run.

I’ve been clock watching all day today. I want out of here! Tonight is swimming only. Tomorrow I’m going to run and swim, Sunday I’m off and Monday begins my official triathlon training schedule.

This week I’ve had to put aside another pair of pants as being too big. I can’t remember the last time I wore them so they’ve probably been big a lot longer than a week. I did go ahead and take advantage of a sale and order some of the pants that are getting bigger on me in a smaller size. I hate being between sizes. I’m trying to keep the same pants in a couple of different colors for work. Since most of my weight is around my middle, I don’t shrink out of the tops as fast as the pants. Not that I’m complaining. The scale is not moving and I’m clueless right now as to what I’ll find at WI Sunday morning.

Not much going on this weekend and I hope to get to stitch for quite a bit. We are going to look at a house tomorrow morning. There’s probably no chance of making an offer, but we want to see if it’s what we’re looking for as far as square footage, etc. It’s in an okay neighborhood and happens to be across the street from one of Kahuna’s surfing buds.

And can someone help me find November?  I seem to have misplaced it.

Have I said, lately, that I'm tired?

It’s amazing what 20 minutes extra sleep can do for a body.   Unfortunately, not this body!  I barely remember driving in to work this morning, my mind drifted so much.  And believe me, there’s a lot on my mind lately.  Buying a house.  Being with the Marine Corps for 3 more years.  Am I crazy for thinking I can do this.

I know they’re just tired thoughts.

I managed 3 minutes on the elliptical last night, followed by 15 on the treadmill and then my swim.  Same routine (50 WU, 100 FS, 50 CD) but I cut almost 2 minutes off the time.   I was beat when I got home….and cranky enough that I snapped at Kahuna and told him I did NOT want to hear how good this was for me. Of course, Kahuna told me as he was walking out the door this morning that he was tired, his lower back was bothering him, and he’d let me know later this afternoon whether or not he was going to swim.  I just wanted to smack him.  Instead I reminded him that this was good for him.

The fitness assessment last night was a joke.  It consisted of me sitting in a chair with a personal trainer who kept telling me that I was doing everything right (on paper), except for my water intake (did you know the recommended minimum is up to 96 oz now?).  I’m thinking of signing up for 6 weeks of “training” that’s being offered on special because of The Biggest Loser.  It’s less than $10 a session, so it’s really a good deal.  She also told me that if I bring in what my tri-training is she’ll work it in.  She was really nice, but I think I need someone not so nice, KWIM?

I’m still trying to decide if I want to go the personal trainer route when Kahuna goes to Iraq.  I think if I do that, it’ll keep me more on the straight and narrow to not miss any training.  I have a lot of time to waffle back and forth on the decision.

It’s hard not being all gung ho and cutting back, and even tougher mentally when I think I haven’t even started the real training, which I still feel like will be going backwards.  I don’t know if I can handle 10 weeks of slow!  LOL I guess my new mantra will be base training, base training, base training.

No stitching again last night.  By the time I got my training clothes rinsed and hung, and dinner taken care of it was time to hit the bed with the puppies and watch The Biggest Loser.  Taking a night off training is sounding pretty good to me too, right now.  And of course, I’m still thinking that I wouldn’t be this tired if I was a SAHW.

I want to be a SAHW*

It was tough going back to work yesterday. Mostly all I have on my desk is some file management stuff and bills to pay. So I basically did a whole lot of nothing yesterday.

Immediately after work I went home and changed into my “gym” clothes and headed to the fitness center. I felt awkward going in since it’s been forever since I’ve been in a place like that. It was a good time though, since there were several empty treadmills and ellipticals. I got someone to explain to me how their ellipticals and treadmills worked, locked my swim stuff in a locker and went back out to the ellipticals where I lasted all of 3 minutes at a crawl. It picks your knees up higher than what I’m used to and it was very uncomfortable. I wanted to stay off my heel, but I want cardio, so I hit the treadmill until Kahuna got there. I kept my HR down below 75% max (what my tri-advisor ordered) and did a comfortable high speed walk for 20 minutes.

Once Kahuna got there I changed and met him at the pool where I did a 50m freestyle WU, 100m pull buoys, and 50m freestyle CD. I was pooped and hungry. Can’t wait to do it again tonight. I have a free fitness assessment to do when I get there tonight so depending on what the PT has me do, I may only get in a structured swim. We’ll see. I know I can’t do any hard core exercises since my ab is still hurting every now and again. D*mn adhesions!

Too tired to stitch last night. I did think about it several times, but never got the energy to get it out. I think if I didn’t have to put it away each night because of Harley (oh the joys of puppy mentality) I would have stitched some, but I mostly sat there icing my heel after supper (baked chicken and some left over dressing).

I want to be a *stay at home wife. I loved my long weekend. Was all domestic and all. When people ask what your dream job is, I always say SAHW. I know I have a practically brand new degree, but I’ve been working off and on (mostly on) for 25+ years and I’m ready to stop. I never used to enjoy housework, and I guess you can say I don’t “enjoy” it now, but I don’t mind it so much and I like puttering around the house. I also like the ability to go wherever I want, whenever I want. I wish I could do the grocery shopping during the week, early in the morning. I wish I could go to the fitness center early in the morning, and take some of the classes they’re offering. I wish I could sit and stitch during the day. I just wish my job didn’t get in the way of so many things. I always figured I get into the “career” mentality once I had my degree, but it just isn’t happening. Kahuna has told me I can “retire” when he does, but I worry about that, and trying to live here. I guess this is the downside of a 5-day weekend 😉

What I did on my Thanksgiving vacation

I heart 5-day weekends! I know I wrote in an earlier entry that 3-day weekends should be the norm, but man, 5-day weekends are the bomb!

Wednesday was spent doing ho-hum, but necessary, things like laundry, housework and depositing my paycheck in the bank. Kahuna and I headed downtown around 5 to pick up race packages and then we went to this mom and pop mexican food joint that I had been wanting to try. Good eats, followed up by great coffee next door at my fave coffee house. I swear I’ve just about given up on Starbucks after finding this place. Melissa came in later that evening.

Thursday morning the 3 of us headed back downtown after getting up around 5:30 for our pre-race breakfasts. Mine consisted of oatmeal and ibuprofen. I admit to being nervous about eating since I normally go out and do my morning runs on an empty stomach. We parked not too far away from the starting line and by the time we walked over Melissa and I decided to race the 1st race so we wouldn’t have to stand around in the chilly morning. I’m so glad we did, since I got to see Kahuna come in and finish his race (he ran the 2nd one) at a sub-21:00 pace.

The first mile was hard! I remember thinking at the mile-marker that there was no way I was going to be able to finish. It didn’t help much that people were calling out times that were far slower than what I was showing. Right after that was the turning point to head down to the PCH and I remember feeling really good as I ran around that corner. It may have been because I heard Kahuna’s voice and looked up to see him standing all alone cheering us on. That was such a nice feeling. Down, down, down we headed toward the beach. There were a ton of surfers bobbing around and the dolphins were out so it was a nice distraction. And there it was, the finish line! I thought I had finished at 55:20; however, the official times show me at 46:something. Rather proud of myself for finishing and not taking the photographer out who insisted on standing right in my path. Thank goodness he moved at the last minute and I only caught him in the elbow because I was going downhill, there was momentum and I was too pooped to stop! 🙂

After Kahuna finished we walked over to my fave coffee shop to grab some post-race refreshments and walked back to the car. We ended up going out to lunch at Denny’s (thanks again Melissa) because we were all a little pooped. The rest of the afternoon, before Melissa had to leave, was spent trying to nap. That evening Kahuna and I went out hunting for a frozen pizza, a piece of cheesecake and a bottle of wine. Nothing like romantic grocery store fare 🙂

Friday found the two of us deciding to stay put. There’s nothing in any store that I need bad enough to go out with crazy people – my personality doesn’t put up with pushing and shoving and I’d have probably hurt someone. I cooked our turkey breast, dressing, stuffing and deviled eggs that I was supposed to cook on Thanksgiving day and Kahuna tried to go out and do a LSD on the bike, but his legs were still trashed from the day before and I think he was back home in 15 minutes. I did a bit of laundry and organizing in my office and we enjoyed our turkey foods.

Saturday we headed out shopping and bought a new dining room suite and probably picked out new bedroom furniture. We’re probably going to put off buying that until we see what happens with Kahuna going to Iraq and us buying a house.

Sunday was more staying home except for a trip to the grocery store. I did a bit more laundry, bathed the puppies, and stitched for 2-3 hours on French Alphabet Sampler. I put the last photo up on my stitching page at the top. I cannot believe it’s been since February that I worked on it. I plan on continuing to stitch on it until this weekend, then will probably switch over to Justine.

Today it’s back to the grindstone, but I’ve already turned in my request for time off in December. Kahuna and I would like to go back to Disneyland the week of the 10th and I want the week off between Christmas and the 1st.

Tonight starts our working out at the fitness center. I’m planning on getting there before Kahuna and playing on the elliptical (my heel is shot!) and then we’re going to swim. We’re planning on doing this every night this week. Next Monday starts the training program for my first triathlon. I have a 5K scheduled for early February and am wondering if I can beat my 46:something time.

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